It's easy to think, "what your not" or think negative by saying...
"what you'll never be" or even look down on your present. We all know
someone like that or this could be you at some point and time in your
life. You ever find yourself overly criticizing the things you do? We're
so used to believing we're not enough. So conditioned by life to think
we're supposed to be more. But what is more? Sure we have goals, dreams
with a destination in mind. It's when we look and trust in ourselves,
our path, our faith is when we understand that we are where we should be
at this moment. Even in despair we have to face that obstacle in order
to grow, learn and find strength to conquer all. It doesn't mean that
God wants to keep you there. Hes' simply saying: Master the NOW,
acknowledge your falls but find JOY in the present.....so we can move
forward and fly higher with a defined destination in mind. He didn't
make us perfect but he promised that he'll lead us if we follow.There was a time i thought life damned me. I even questioned why life was so hard. But with growth and knowing God, i had to accept that it was only me at fault. Isn't it so easy to blame everyone else but "yourself". We should all learn to trust... where you are...; so you can find that burst of fire driven mentality for the next path he's designed JUST FOR YOU.
You can't dwell in the "Why Not's", "Have Not's", and all the "Aint Got's". If you rejoice in where you are (even at the bottom)... you will never find the GLORY in the destination he's ordained to take you. Free your mind:..... If you don't like it....CHANGE IT! If you find life repeating in negativity.....CHANGE YOU!!
It's your "MIND" that takes us where we should be. It's our "Hearts" that will keep our butts right where we are. TRUST, GROW THEN SHINE.
Let me explain the HEART Led life. I believe the devil tricks the heart as it's the most vulnerable. We often think that if someone loves us; life will be better. If i find a husband; my life will flourish.....or If i give my love deep enough someone will give me back. In actuality, If you can't love you, give you, accept the you that's here and now.... You can't possibly find it in anyone else and someone surely won't see it in you. Value thyself as it will surely gleam to the world. Yes, we can find all the JOYS in life if we are leading with a "PURE" mind and spirit which will dictate what a healthy Heart deserves.
It's a work still in progress, MY BOOK and dedication to all my sexual abuse/rape survivors: "Through a Battlefield and Into My SHINE".
"He doesn't need your open hand for his shelter; he just needs the open mind that's receptive of his works"
Copy written title and story by LaSha Overstreet-Anderson 2014.
